真心，你跑哪儿去了？

你不知道，当我从我朋友口中听到你对我的评论时，我有那么的伤心。就像一把很尖很尖的刀，刺在我的心。一直以来，我都用我的真心和你做朋友，可是没有想到上我最深的就是你。让你感觉到我很自私，我很抱歉。可是，对你，我真的付出了真心。上次的事，其实我已经没放在心上了。可能是我不对，我没有顾虑到你的感受。可是，我想告诉你，我会向你倾诉我的烦恼是因为我当你是我的好朋友。我真的万万没有想过你会嫉妒。妈妈说得对，你向别人说这些事，人家只会觉得你在‘晒命’。那件事，或许是我不对，没有顾及到你，很抱歉。

今天，你的话真的很伤我的心。为什么当一个人付出真心，换来的总是无比的绝望。或许，我也应该冻起我的真心，或许这样，我就不会这么难过了。。。

失落

今天突然接到老师的报告说今天会出成绩。那时候，我超紧张又兴奋的。因为真的真的真的很想知道自己考得怎么样。结果，一上完课，我就和朋友赶着去拿成绩。结果轮到我的时候，他竟然告诉我说我不能拿因为我还没付完学费。妈的，我明明就付了吗。我就赶紧跑到 Finance Department.  结果他们也是说我还没给完钱。那时候，我给他气道飙泪。

后来，他们说我付完了，只是还没给他 Original Receipt 而已。可是，就因为这张小小张的纸，他尽然不让我看成绩。我气得泪流不停。我也不想的阿，可是那种心情多么的糟糕，你懂么？我那份多么期待的心情。。。就这样没了。真的真的超伤心的。

可能别人会认为无所谓，明天再拿吗，可是我就是不想再等了，等待那成绩的那一刻已经够久了。真的很想知道自己考得怎么样。。却不能知道的那种心情太糟了。糟透了！！！！

懊恼

生平第一次觉得原来桃花缘太旺是件悲惨的事。咳。叹气。

原来被你不喜欢的人喜欢，是件极其痛苦的事啊。我的天啊！！


还是不要再出现在人多地地方了，要低调。这样，就不会惹事缠身了：）从今天开始，我决定做个隐形人。不在出现在你们的眼前，更不会出现在你的面前。：）

不知道为什么每天晚上都要 emo才睡得着觉。我也不想啊，可是要emo也不是我想要的啊。我顶。

January intake有个女生真的让我很看不顺眼叻。不是我找渣的哦，是她自己惹来的。每次罢出那一副 lansi 的样子，看了真的很想揍她一顿。哈哈哈。不是我对她有什么偏见，连我朋友都觉得他很骄傲，好像以为自己很美酱，我呸。算了算了，大人不记小人过，看他还是小妹妹的份上，不要理她。。

很烦很烦恨很恨很很烦。Project 让我很烦，你让我很烦，你们让我很烦。真的很想家：（

horoscope :)

Do you all believe in horoscope ?? Most of the time i do believe, but if is something not good, i never choosed to believe LOL.

【天蝎座的怪癖】1、轻微洁癖；2、热爱暗恋；3、有点闷骚；4、好心肠、易被感动；5、黑白分明、占有欲强；6、苛求完美；7、喜欢玩；8、对吃的东西比较专一；9、笑起来是个孩子；10；强迫症；11、性格和脾气较极端；12、双重人格；13、爱讲道理；14、言出必行；15、轻微自闭。@天蝎座-心理学


* copy from facebook*  No 2,、热爱暗恋 !! Omg, so damn true muahahaha. And this,haha.【天蝎座习惯】 1.发短信的时候很少会有多字少字或错别字，因为会检查。2.吃完饭碗里要么剩很多，要么能吃的一颗都不剩。3.不喜欢肥皂上粘有毛发，即轻微强迫症。4.穿鞋带的时候要调整到严格的两边一样长，不能有拧麻花的现象发生。5.上厕所的时候，卫生纸对折整齐才用。6.喜欢看男人的手。


No 6, like to look at 男人的手 LOL. I was like laughing my ass off but i admit sometimes i look at their hand hahha如果你对天蝎表白后，天蝎对你说“不喜欢你”或类似的话，就等于判了你死刑。这时不要想着继续努力来感动天蝎，没用。天蝎就像弹簧，你施力越大，TA们就把你弹的越远。天蝎对自己不喜欢的人可以很残忍，就算心里会内疚也会继续残忍，这也是天蝎最冷血的时候。如果还想做朋友，就什么都不要做. THIS IS REALLY TRUEEE !! :D cruel me hahah

Rat dissection (pity that mice) god bless you :)

Having bio lab yesterday, and having rat dissection experiment. Hmm, our bio lecturer say this mice is a fatty mice bcos it had a lot of lipid LOL

Saw someone share this in facebook, and i like it so much :)

Just because i laugh alot, doesn't mean my life is easy
Just because i have a smile on my face everyday, doesn't mean that something is not bothering me
I just choose to move on,dwell on all the negative in my life
Every moment give  me a chance to renew anew
I choose to be that :D


Somehow, when we tend to know the truth, it's hurts. Emo emo emo emo emo! ><"

random random random ^^

Okay,this green colour T-shirt i PURPOSELY brought it for the sake of our school want us to wear collar T or formal shirt.  School always have some stupid rules -.-

colours of my life :)

Jogging, part of my life now :)

Our miss low sia yee ^^

I open up really all the physic reference book in the library but still can't find what i want. =="

Just started term 3 two days, TWO days, TWO DAYS only. But i feel pressure around me already.oh my god. How am i going  suffer for another 11 weeks before final? Urghh,study is not something hard. but it's really hard to get rid of that stupid pressure thing. Grr. Pressure just come when i saw people studying so so so ... hardworking. It was like no facebook, no entertainment for myself except some daily jogging ( for the sake of putting off weight ) and swimming ONLY. Owhh,boring boring boring. :( Right now, i need to motivate myself by keep on telling to my brain to suffer for 84 days only.Just imagine u are taking stpm, thinking of yr future job,and just do it. Being a nerd for 84 days sap sap sui la, right? okay, i believe i can do it.Teehee. 100%  confidence. hahahha. Sometimes, blogging really help one's to express his/her feeling. That's why i like to blog nowadays. I told my mum is stress studying here. Then, she told me that, 你现在勤力到变态，以后才有故事跟你孩子讲你以前读书有多够力吗. HAHA. I agree with my mum so much LOL. Next time when my children ask about my college life, i can proudly tell them that how awesome their mom are.hehe.

School is having dinner and dance soon. The only good thing is i can wear pretty dress and eat some awesome food maybe :) April batch are going to end their foundation less than two weeks time. OMG, 我很羡慕他们啊！！！羡慕死了. How i wish i m a april batch student now. Awww.. *wake up la, dun dream liao* >.<

I study physics yesterday and today after mr rao, my physic lecturer class. But, i don't really understand what the hell is that chapter trying to tell. All i know is continuous spectrum and line emission spectrum only. Dumb dumb dumb >.< But, i never give up and i read again today and i get a little but what it is talking about. ^^

It's time to sleep or else yr panda eyes won't get better :) Goodnight world imy